Hierarchy of love vs. madness by mistifi, literature
Literature
Hierarchy of love vs. madness
It's hard to try and make
your makers, "parents" proud..
When "your parents" aren't a team..
No, they're not around.
I don't want to be.
The cure to your disease.
Never was I, was I?
Sometimes I lay and weep.
I crumble. Stumbling
Upon the path you set for me.
The happiness, forthcoming
....this I did not see
I shouldn't be so selfish
In my thoughts, of your love.
I know this is for certain.
I grumble and I shove.
But as they say, a risk you take
In having spawn of flesh.
We'll take part of your heart with us until our dying breath.
The kin you made
through vestibule as they would say,
Carries the blood, Beyond the cave.
Into la
My vision has been cloudy.
Only now I see.
It was the drug that took.
It took life away from me.
Took the earth from beneath my feet.
But it was you who gave me strength.
Faith so I could see.
How did this idea of truth elude me?
-MDR-
This caffeine kick
Won't lay me down.
I tried to sleep
I'd rather drown
In my sorrows
I may get sick
But its all I get with this disease
Help me please
Its all a trick.
Your kidding me
This nicotene
Won't set me free
Not yet anyways
Just left in a daze.
A craving craze.
I'm up to discover recovery.
Use or lose. Its all up to me.
I thought I was shy
So tell me why
I was hiding
Beyond the lies
Hazel eyes are my disguise
But im still dreaming
Of what I believe in
I saw you schemin'
You evil demon
I like the sound
Of the music
Surround me.
Astounding.
Hide me from the life, the living
With all its freedom.
Greed. Ground me.
De
Follow your fears
Forget your tears
My heart still beats after all these years.
Give in to pleasure
Give in to pain
And after all
I'm still sAnE
Laughter hurts
& blood is red
Still I'm here after all I've said
Homelessness is a state of mind
That following your heart
Will lead you to find
Coming through and looking back
Red blood bleeds through tears of black
Coming and going
& coming right back
I follow the fear of my hearts attack
& forget all the tears, and the beat my heart lacks
For pleasure is pain
As I soak in the freezing cold
pouring down rain.
And I laugh and I scream and I bleed
but it won't wash away
this enduring greed
t
I couldn't help
but recognize
the pain felt, pain shared
in their eyes.
Love is power.
Bitterness.
unfortunate, contrary bliss
try for money, try for food
But in the end
We always lose
Close to far
But further from
Near to god
The Lord, I've come
I've learned to hear.
Something in song
Is it something?
Or Nothing At all
Closer to eAr
all day but long
seeming so dear
Turning so wrong.
Though all that seems
So far, astray
I hope its there we always stay.
Please hear me Now
for this i crave.
More lurking ghosts
beyond the grave.
Dwindling spirits
For ever, and after
We're at our nearest
Our dying chapter.
We see the cat
The mad hat
It's an odd world, yes it is.
I'm not the only one
To admittedly admit this.
I thought maybe I was.
But then I thought again.
There were ones before me
That saw their own world end.
A whirlwind sun did take us.
Off to the heavens and back.
I don't know what Id have done without us hand in hand.
All day long he did crackle
No less than snarl and growl.
And into the autumns eve
A howling she did howl.
Discouraging as it was, came in out of the dust
And with a slither mad,
a flicker fierce
a smile he did grin.
Knowing that the beast of all,
Defeats.
we could not win.
I may not know all of what came before me or what's after.
I'll l
It's cold out here today.
it's true.
but beautiful.
Still.
Blue.
I took a walk to see
the other side of me.
To see the blaze of glory
That sent me off
in quite a scurry.
And to my surprise
Bliss, fury
It was but you in such a hurry.
Tried to prove yourself
Your innocence, gone mad
Another heart, Upon the shelf
A withered soul gone bad.
With crooked tails and wings like that
It's hard to tell
If we still can
Battered bridges
burnt to ground
What's left of us
Lies all around
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Who in this world
Is left to trust
If not you
Then who are we?
Just another, shattered dreams.
Hopes held high
False memories
Hierarchy of love vs. madness by mistifi, literature
Literature
Hierarchy of love vs. madness
It's hard to try and make
your makers, "parents" proud..
When "your parents" aren't a team..
No, they're not around.
I don't want to be.
The cure to your disease.
Never was I, was I?
Sometimes I lay and weep.
I crumble. Stumbling
Upon the path you set for me.
The happiness, forthcoming
....this I did not see
I shouldn't be so selfish
In my thoughts, of your love.
I know this is for certain.
I grumble and I shove.
But as they say, a risk you take
In having spawn of flesh.
We'll take part of your heart with us until our dying breath.
The kin you made
through vestibule as they would say,
Carries the blood, Beyond the cave.
Into la
My vision has been cloudy.
Only now I see.
It was the drug that took.
It took life away from me.
Took the earth from beneath my feet.
But it was you who gave me strength.
Faith so I could see.
How did this idea of truth elude me?
-MDR-
This caffeine kick
Won't lay me down.
I tried to sleep
I'd rather drown
In my sorrows
I may get sick
But its all I get with this disease
Help me please
Its all a trick.
Your kidding me
This nicotene
Won't set me free
Not yet anyways
Just left in a daze.
A craving craze.
I'm up to discover recovery.
Use or lose. Its all up to me.
I thought I was shy
So tell me why
I was hiding
Beyond the lies
Hazel eyes are my disguise
But im still dreaming
Of what I believe in
I saw you schemin'
You evil demon
I like the sound
Of the music
Surround me.
Astounding.
Hide me from the life, the living
With all its freedom.
Greed. Ground me.
De
Follow your fears
Forget your tears
My heart still beats after all these years.
Give in to pleasure
Give in to pain
And after all
I'm still sAnE
Laughter hurts
& blood is red
Still I'm here after all I've said
Homelessness is a state of mind
That following your heart
Will lead you to find
Coming through and looking back
Red blood bleeds through tears of black
Coming and going
& coming right back
I follow the fear of my hearts attack
& forget all the tears, and the beat my heart lacks
For pleasure is pain
As I soak in the freezing cold
pouring down rain.
And I laugh and I scream and I bleed
but it won't wash away
this enduring greed
t
I couldn't help
but recognize
the pain felt, pain shared
in their eyes.
Love is power.
Bitterness.
unfortunate, contrary bliss
try for money, try for food
But in the end
We always lose
Close to far
But further from
Near to god
The Lord, I've come
I've learned to hear.
Something in song
Is it something?
Or Nothing At all
Closer to eAr
all day but long
seeming so dear
Turning so wrong.
Though all that seems
So far, astray
I hope its there we always stay.
Please hear me Now
for this i crave.
More lurking ghosts
beyond the grave.
Dwindling spirits
For ever, and after
We're at our nearest
Our dying chapter.
We see the cat
The mad hat
It's an odd world, yes it is.
I'm not the only one
To admittedly admit this.
I thought maybe I was.
But then I thought again.
There were ones before me
That saw their own world end.
A whirlwind sun did take us.
Off to the heavens and back.
I don't know what Id have done without us hand in hand.
All day long he did crackle
No less than snarl and growl.
And into the autumns eve
A howling she did howl.
Discouraging as it was, came in out of the dust
And with a slither mad,
a flicker fierce
a smile he did grin.
Knowing that the beast of all,
Defeats.
we could not win.
I may not know all of what came before me or what's after.
I'll l
It's cold out here today.
it's true.
but beautiful.
Still.
Blue.
I took a walk to see
the other side of me.
To see the blaze of glory
That sent me off
in quite a scurry.
And to my surprise
Bliss, fury
It was but you in such a hurry.
Tried to prove yourself
Your innocence, gone mad
Another heart, Upon the shelf
A withered soul gone bad.
With crooked tails and wings like that
It's hard to tell
If we still can
Battered bridges
burnt to ground
What's left of us
Lies all around
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Who in this world
Is left to trust
If not you
Then who are we?
Just another, shattered dreams.
Hopes held high
False memories
When darkness falls upon the world
and eyes are covered black
I see the evil of the night staring blankly back
It fills my bleeding eyes with visions of suicide
and even if i ran to hide those eyes to cry
I would still be shouting at the darkness as if it could bring light into my life.
And so I call upon the opposite of hate, and love i hope will hear my screams
and know that im in need. so..to the mother of nature I beg..
Give this life some color please
I need to be released unto the wild..
Feed my mind, for I AM so tired
of, just tired of these eyes of mine crying...eyes
Trying, give me peace please.
-MDR-
I see it all so clearly now
I have to let you know
It's more than you can now allow
We're both cast in the shadow show
It may be time to take a bow
It may be time to let it go
I'm given the chance to disavow
We both need to let it flow
* chorus
I guess it was our first mistake
I guess it was our time to wake
Guess it was our first mistake
Not even close to the last hard-ache
It was the night the year's first snow
I was lost within your eyes
We both awoke in the mornings glow
Wrapped deep within our thighs
But now it seems so long ago
Now we only compromise
A smile before the last good blow
Both knowing what that implies
Her moans have betrayed her
With all the things left unsaid
Her emotions have now seized her
As she crumbles back to bed
I feel her heart beating faster
While I linger on her smile
As my emotions have been scarred
Hers lie open and fragile
We locked in our own minds
All alone and seeking pleasure
Walking blindly lost in time
Never looking back nor taking measure
Vessels burn while hunting beast
Locked knee deep in the mysteries
Lost so deep in its shadow dream
As the inmates of bedlam serve their feast
In the wreckage we must harbor
In the rage we must gather
Shackled to this alter
Always wanting more…
The signs are all
She is standing by her window
Closing in on her own pain
Watching as the river flows
Every day it seems the same
And little do we all know
Just how deeps her suffering
She lives up there all alone
She lives with her memories
Of loves long gone, no more sweet songs
She will blame it on deities
As she keeps on sinking way below
Loosing grasp on reality
Chorus:
Swallow all the pain inside her
Shallow is the way that she feels
Hallow is the day that surrounds her
She follows all the things that's unreal
She says it takes more than death to kill evil
She has not the ability to explain
She says we're all dancing on the edge of th
It may be from Percy James
That some of her talent reigns
But I think it comes from all of her
Outside it's pouring rain
Inside she's writing again
Sit back and let the magic occur
Chorus:
So there you go Miss Indigo
With every day that goes by
There is one thing that I know
You are so much more than meets the eye
From metal to piano-esque
Loves Michelangelo the best
Her laptop and the ivories are her tools
It's her love for poetry
By my heart she's captured me
And yes her eyes are truly set with jewels
Chorus:
So there you go Miss Indigo
With every day that goes by
There is one thing that I know
You are so much more than
If I could control the world
And shape it upon
What's not wrong
Therefor
However I want
I am but a figment of her imagination
I am but a dancing corpse
I am not really here
I am no more
Visit the graves
I shant be there
I was not buried
For no one cared
And I wait
As I am
As I was
As I always was
Waiting for you to tell me
Of whatever it was you were feeling
Waiting to be told
Of all I lost
All I fucked up
I am but a figment of her imagination
I am but a dancing corpse
I am not really here
I am no more
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Life goes by
and we cry
but in passing
happiness lies..floating around & moving down
waiting to be picked up of the dirty ground
So I grasp it tight. Knowing out of everything
This happiness wont bite
& I put it in my pocket, and keep it close
& ready for another day, when my tears start
running down my face again.